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I survived midterms.
I love Helen more than I could hope to ever put into words. In fact, I kinda really wanna live with her. Like, just pack up and move there for like, 6 months. Just til summer, then I promise I'll come home and work my butt off for college. :P
Jacob and I are becoming friends again. Which is usually a VERY temperamental thing, our friendship.Oh yeah, I've never really talked about Jacob, huh? Well, that's cuz when I started this blog I was UBER pissed off at him. But I guess I shall give him an introduction.
About a year ago, last November probably, I was in one of my classes(online, remember) and it was kinda three classes combined that day. And I was on webcam flirting my head off with Casey ( ;) ) and my siblings come up behind me and start throwing stuffed animals at me simply because they thought it would be funny.
This boy named Jacob Earle sends me a message saying something along the lines of, "I understand, my siblings are like that too. Can I have your email?" In a not so creepy way. So i give it to him and he promptly emails me. Well my friend Dillon sends me a message that says that he's a creeper and I shouldn't talk to him and so I(being a total turd bucket) send him an email saying back off I'm not interested, cuz he really WAS flirting with me...
We kinda hated each other after that. We would talk occasionally, but it was reaaaalllly awkward. Until one day in March when we talked and somehow became really close. And somewhere in  the next few weeks, I considered him one of my best friends.
Aaaaand then in June I got kissed, and I told him and Jacob got PISSED cuz he wanted my first kiss to be Casey, but Casey and I had already broken up...yeah. Anyway, we had a ton of huge fights, and I kinda hated him. And that lasted until August...and we were at Elevation(my school camp thing) and they did this simulation where we were going to "die" in 2 hours and we could do anything that followed the rules for those two hours. I was like, it's a simulation, it won't be hard, I won't cry. Weeellll....that worked out fine, till I approached Jacob and he wrapped his arms around me. And I started bawling. Like, bawling my flippin eyes out. I almost started hyperventilating. Because I realized how horrible of a person I was and how rude I had been to him, and from that point, the simulation was real. Hardly half an hour would go without me bawling. And the last half hour, I was a freakin waterfall.
After that, I tried to be Jacob's friend, but he still didn't get the picture that whole week. Not until we got back did he get a clue.
We're currently mending our relationship...we'll see how it goes. He'll text me and start a great conversation, then he'll ignore me for a few days. And he won't ever finish that conversation. I'll be talking to cyber space. I really want to fix this, but it's not working...ugh.
Anyway. Life. Uh....Did I mention I love Helen to Eternal Salvation?? Cuz I do...
Casey is suuuuper moody, although he doesn't know it. ;)
My sister Rachel makes me cry almost more than Casey. Weird, huh? I'll tell you about that next time tho... ;)