Long time. No see.

You probably didn't miss me much.
I didn't miss you much, to tell you the truth. ;)

Life...life is strange. God works in mysterious ways.
There's this girl that I've hated for a year. She stole a boy. ;) gooooo figure. And since the weekend before last, we've been buddies. And not just friends. But we clicked. She's super sweet and  I love her. :) And it's nice to finally  have a friend that lives within a 500 mile radius...

Helen is amazing. She has been with me through  everything recently. Like, pretty much all summer. She helped me through my breakup with  Casey. She helped me with Casey withdrawals(still is). She helped me with my horrible first kiss story(...). She's supported me every single  time I feel like poop. She finds virtual possums for me to murder when I'm on my period. ;) She's my second amigo, since we only need two. She's my sprinkle buddy. I love her to freaking death. And then back. Because that's how amazing she is. <3

I have this amazing friend. And he wrote this beautiful poem. And it moved me to tears. And it made me think...you know, we can go for such a long time, not telling people how we feel. Not letting our emotions show, because we're afraid. We're afraid of other people's reactions. But guess what? WHY SHOULD WE CARE?! We are the masters of our fate. And no one can decide what we're gonna do, think, and say. So why do we worry?? Why can't we just say what we need to? Can't we all just let go of our  insecurities? Heaven help me to be better at this...

Because of his poem, I'm trying. I'm really trying. Yeah. It's crazy what a little piece of well-written poetry can do to a girl.